Journey

I am dumb, i am numb...
i am nothing but a piece of lump,
i clear my throat to sing,
but i can hear nothing...
My mind has cancer, my brain is dead..
My eyes are scary and blood shot red...
I wake up every night, i see spirits dressed in white..
I cant control my sight, i sweat with fright..
I dont want to live this life, please pierce my heart with a knife..
These are my final words, now i begin my journey to another world